The flower I’ve been thinking about has been showing up in my visions etc turns out to be Nymphaea Caerulea also known as the Blue Lotus or The Blue Lily of the Nile. There are a variety of reasons that this is mind blowing for me, only some of which are posted here.
“The Sun was “reborn” each day from a great Blue Lotus blossom in some myths.” This is the exact imagery that was in my head, this sky blue paling into white flower blooming and unfolding into the sun in the sky. This has been the central image/metaphor of the last couple of months of my self work.
And this flower just happens to be psychoactive.